Bad day!

hey! I am having and have had a really horrible day today!! :(( I even had to reboot my laptop TWICE in order to write this entry. How pathetic.. Sometimes i think if I should stop it with the "others before self" attitude/ value of mine, it's starting to make me feel very miserable.. But i know that I can never be a selfish person, i'll feel guilty. Yes, i know that i'm contradicting myself, i just need to get the balance.. i can't wait for this week to be over because i'm so tired of not having my own life.. Please make time pass faster, k thanks bye!!